Music

I love to sing
I love to dance
I love to hear sounds
they make me happy.
I can sit and listen, Preferabley alone,
There isn't a sound made by an istrument or a voice calling out in joy or sorrow that I wouldn't want to hear.
I love languages,
I want to learn them all.
Sounds of all kinds make me happy
Thank God for ears!!!

I am a Spaghetti Noodle

I've come to a realization.
I am a wet spaghetti noodle, not dry and hard and in a straight line, no, wet, and full of compromise and flexible in any way for any person near me.
I can bend and twist in any way you need me to, I will make myself uncomfortable to make your life easier.
You can spiral me around to fit your needs and I will not break, feel free to use me as you see fit.
And at the end of the day when I've dryed, I will be kinked and twisted, and brittle, you will not recognize me, you will have used me up and tossed me aside.
I will not be attractive or happy, I will be broken on the inside and outside.
The worst thing is, It is a self inflicted pain because I choose to be a spaghetti noodle,
I am addicted to it.
and I hate it.

Two Things...........

Sometimes selfishness is what will save you from a lifetime of regret and self loathing. My father (the only person in the world who will love me unconditionally and argue my perfection to the grave.) once told me that there are two things in life I am allowed to be selfish about. One, is what I want to do with my life, (meaning career) and two, who I want to be with. These two things, not money, not possessions, will make me happy. The ideal career path chosen by an individual, will most likely reflect a lot of their personal interests and gifts. If this path is not taken the person, whomever in the world will be unsatisfied with their occupation for as long as they live, it is not debatable. And I think it goes without saying, but I will say anyway, the unhappiness a person feels when they "settle" for someone. Ideal happiness comes from a reflection of yourself in another, I personally, disagree that opposites attract. The person that is quintessential for the opposites happiness will be the one who has the same interests, e.i. religion, activities, and is pushing themselves towards the same type of future and ending, together. To have occupational and marriageable happiness, you must be selfish, because these are the things in your life that will not come and go, like money, these things drive a person, day in and day out, so be selfish, and be happy!

If you Cant Change the Situation, Change your Attitude! (Thanks Mom!)

The best piece of advice ever give to me : If you can't change the situation, then, change your attitude. This of course was given to me by none other than my mother! Lately, these have been the words I live by, in my current situation, annoyances are frequent, and persistent. It seems to not be enough to just smile and pretend that you are fine with whatever is happening. The situation, whatever it may be, is still getting under your skin, still gnawing at you, but if perhaps you decide to change your mood about the situation instead of just covering up a foul disposition, the entire environment seems to lighten, internally and externally. I'm sure that everyone is aware of the types of situations I am talking about, the one where you have to go and have dinner with people you do not find the least bit appealing or an uncomfortable introduction of any sort. Practice changing your attitude from bad to good, and you will see the world of difference it makes!

Trouble up ahead?

Sensibility, and reason would tell me to fear the world I live in, but I don’t. Logic and sometimes knowledge can be a burden. The amount of nuclear firepower in the world vastly out numbers (and that is putting it lightly) the amount it would take to destroy the earth, but I, for one am unafraid. There is a sense of overwhelming tranquility within me; I know that the earth, and this life, was not meant to end by means of any man. The end of all days will be formed and decided by the creator of the earth’s entirety, every living thing has a purpose on the earth and although we choose which steps we take along the road, we do not have a choice when it comes to decisions bigger than we are. Just as you do not have a choice between right and wrong, and just as we are not entitled to pick and choose the guidelines of religion that are convenient to our lifestyles, no man is gong to decide to end what was created by a hand mightier than all things.

Elegance

No matter how much a feminist any woman considers herself, there is really no argument that a woman's most important contribution to the world is her beauty. It can be argued until a person is blue in the face, ligitiment points can be made, and maybe the opposite opinion can even be compromised with words, but when it come down to walking down the street or looking at a model on a billboard, society proves that yes, it is true. So, is this fair? maybe not but it is true, and in today's world women I think often forget this. I love to watch old movies and look at pictures of my grandmother in her twenties, women back then knew that the biggest impression they could make was with the elegance of their dress, style, and ladylike character. Today, women, and I suppose men alike, choose comfort over distinction, this is a problem. The average "comfortable" person about town wearing exactly what they woke up in, is easily excepted in society today, but subconsciously reflecting the care and worth they have for themselves. Whether you believe me or not, if a person takes better care of themselves they feel better about themselves and life in general, taking more care with every decision and making more of an impression overall. You will be surprised at the changes that will innately happen when a person's self Worth rises. It is important to be classy, even if the world around you isn't, do it to make an impression, but above all, do it for you.